The Greatest Experience of My Life
June 12, 2021 was life changing for me. I was given the chance to speak on an international platform with an ex-football player, actress and a leading motivational speaker. I was so humbled that I was part of the Shawn Fair Leadership Experience Tour. I thank God for this man's vision and for him working so hard to manifest it. God gave Shawn a vision that would not only bless him but thousands. True vision from the Lord is not just for an individual but it is for multitudes and generations to come. Shawn has set the bar high with his level of professionalism and gentle spirit. His whole team has his vibe. They were the kindest and most helpful people I ever met. I knew they wanted each of the speakers up on stage to win. They knew if we win, they win. Shawn and his team, coupled with a lot of prayer and fasting, helped me win on that day. I left that stage a different person.
My speech was about my life-long struggle with low self-esteem. Self-esteem is a thinking disorder! I never thought of it that way. I always seen it as something I needed to overcome. A spiritual battle and not a mindset reset. I have always felt inadequate, unlovable and not able to achieve my goals, which is dosomething.org definition of low-self esteem. Researching my speech helped me to see my struggle for what it is. I need to change the way I think, not the outside of my body. My mind has been set this way through the experiences I had as a child. I have been looking at life through the pain of my childhood. I am not a little girl anymore. I am a grown woman who can control how she is treated. I can no longer allow my past to affect my future. This Ruby Girl has reset her mindset from victim to victor. Glory!